worthy & cheap

If ever I needed a
reminder of what feeling
worthless was like
All I needed was to meet you

If ever I wanted to know the feeling
of being cheapened
All I needed was to open my
heart
to you
and watch it
b r e a k
in front of me

My head whispers
“you are worthy”
and my heart screams
“you are nothing”

In between
cheap and worth
I fall to my knees

I am a fool
Who let my
heart
be entrusted to the one
who would
b r e a k
it before he even had a chance
to sees it light

In between
cheap and worth
I curse you,
for being able to hurt me
in such a way

If I ever wanted to remember
the feeling of being worthless,
all I needed was to open my heart
to you
and watch it
b r e a k
in front of me…